k. i'm bummin. i heard some stories about my relatives in Spain. first of all, they are NICE people. like if you met them you prolly wouldn't believe they could be so nice and all that because normally it's not possible for people to be as nice as they are, for real. anyway, i got a part of my fam tho that treats the others like shit. i mean, complete shit. also, my grandma is ALWAYS nice, she's a bit crazy, but anyway. one of my aunts, and her two kids are jus real bitches to all of my aunts, uncles, cousins, AND my grandma. why would any relatives be so mean to their own people, especially the grandma!?? i don't get it. and it makes me so mad that i can't do anything about it over here. i mean, there IS indeed an ocean that's stopping me..jeez. somebody's GOT to talk to these three people. they treat their friends and boyfriends like shit too. and one of them tried getting my grandma to pay $3,000 for her wedding dress...my grandma!! like she's a bank or some shit. god. plus they ain't even nice to my gramma. the daughter like kicks the mom's friends out of the house and bitches at them and tells em never to come over again. and when i was there last year they didn't do ANYTHING with us and the whole fam. they always were too stubborn to come to the parties-- actually, they did come a few times but jus mean muggin everybody until they left. i dunno, i don't get it. i mean, they are cool with me. my aunt jus loves me, and my cousin always wanted to take me out or hang out. but my cousin getting married jus seems like she hates the world. they are all so pretty, my cousins honestly could be models...their attitudes are jus fucked up. but yea..i'm jus gonna feel weird around them this summer when i go back there. i'ma have fun tho.
anyway. i loved law class today. we ate unlimited amounts of cute lil decorated cookies, and watched a movie..which i really didn't pay attention to. i honestly think i am the worst person when it comes to attention. i mean, don't think that everytime i talk to you that i jus zone out and hear nothing about what you're talking about...but i mean, it's seems like it's taking alot for me to focus. i think i think too much. i dunno.
my friend Alexis is so friggin awesome when it comes to art. i saw her hand sculpture today and holy crap!!!! i friggin love it. it's like PERFECT. for real. if she set a price, fuck yea i'd buy it lol. yea, i was amazed, she's so talented.
my dad is on my back for getting a job..same with my grandma over here that's losing her memory like crazy. i think she repeats herself like 20 times when i'm with her. i can't believe she remembers to call me and ask if i got a job yet...she prolly wrote it down tho, making notes..that's cheating. lol